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SOMEONE UNDONE

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SOMEONE UNDONE


Please,bear with me, luv,

just for a minute ~

See -

I know you still love me

and I respect your position -

the need by the man in you

to be unforgiving,

unyielding

as just yet

but I gotta tell you, baby -


If I could untaste your kisses

so sweet

unhear every word you said

unwhispered

sweet nothings

that meant everything

my tears , not dried -

but unshed


If you could just unhold me

unkeep me safe from harm

perhaps I could

forget your smile

and how I felt when in your arms


If I could only unlove you

unrespond to your tender touch

perhaps this ache

would then subside

and I could unmiss you

so very much


If I could unremember

all those things I can't forget

the love we shared

so passionately

with

no qualms and no regrets


If only you'd unleave me

come back and make me whole

untake from me the love you gave -

your heart unturned so cold


If I could just unhurt you

I'd unbetray you if I could

but now I'm

hurting like hell,

can't unring this bell

and

if you could

I'm not sure you would


you deserved

so much better, baby.

The love you gave

so unselfishly -

I took it for granted -

admittedly.


Your arms that embraced me -

they're unreplaceable -

I know that now -

too little, too late?

nah, I think not -


I was there when you

made love to me

you took all of me -

made me yours -

sweetly, completely,

feverently

and unmistakingly

with a tenderness -

an adoration absolute

You took possession of me -

my body,

my heart and my very soul

and

i need you, baby -

desperately

to

unhurt me -

PLEASE!

I had no idea

I could be so undone

by anyone

by the loss of a love

that I thought would be there

for me

always and forever

Never

was I prepared for this

feeling of devastation -

a loss so utter

and complete.

The love we shared -

dear God,

I want it back


because

you untouching me

unsexxing me,

unloving me,

unholding me -

it just can't be

and if I can go on

without you -


without

your eyes staring down into mine

silently professing

that you love me,

your lips pressed against my ear

breathing hoarsely,

"oh, baby I need you" -

your hands,

strong and tender on my body

all over -

within & without. . .


Never will I unfeel you

inside me

and never

EVER

will I uncherish

every moment that I ever spent with you


In a world where that's even a remote

possibility,

I'm betting

that shit smells like chocolate

and



pain never hurts .


"Eyes" 2008.